I have been in a crossroads for so so long. The bond at work is over, there is nothing to tie me down. I don't have any reason to be here. Then getting back to UP for a Masters Degree came which had me a reason to stay.
Now, I am at a dilemma. After this semester, I could go LOA and find work elsewhere. I have been applying for work overseas. Also I have been scouting for work back home. But it seems, they are not ready for me yet.
Last night, while doing my job hunting, I came across a cadet engineer vacancy at Hawaiian-Philippine Company, Inc. in Silay City. Silay is just next to our place going North. And without thinking, I clicked the apply button. Act of desperation. Totally!
I know the risks. It means saying goodbye to a salary that is substantial. It means back to zero with my career. But in doing so, I could be coming home. I am with my family and with my loved ones. I going back to my life.
So how much should I risk in going home? Home much in exchange for a chance back home? How much to go home?